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  <title>Lunatic Fringe</title>
  <subtitle>The Land of Forgotten Dreams</subtitle>
  <author>
    <name>ishantil</name>
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  <updated>2009-12-19T01:43:41Z</updated>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ishantil:115409</id>
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    <title>X-Mas List</title>
    <published>2009-12-19T01:43:41Z</published>
    <updated>2009-12-19T01:43:41Z</updated>
    <category term="christmas"/>
    <content type="html">It seems that I rarely post on any social networking sites of late.&amp;nbsp; In any event, if you are interested in Christmas gifts for me, I&amp;nbsp;have a wishlist.com profile.

It's located here:&amp;nbsp; &lt;a href="http://wishlist.com/861695/christmas2009/"&gt;http://wishlist.com/861695/christmas2009/&lt;/a&gt;</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ishantil:115085</id>
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    <title>Teknomeka!</title>
    <published>2009-09-14T02:19:22Z</published>
    <updated>2009-09-14T02:22:21Z</updated>
    <category term="victory"/>
    <category term="lego"/>
    <content type="html">&lt;img style="visibility:hidden;width:0px;height:0px;" border="0" width="0" height="0" src="http://counters.gigya.com/wildfire/IMP/CXNID=2000002.11NXC/bHQ9MTI1Mjg5NDczNDA1MCZwdD*xMjUyODk*NzYyMzMxJnA9Mzg2MzYxJmQ9Jm49bGl2ZWpvdXJuYWwmZz*xJm9mPTA=.gif" /&gt;&lt;a href="http://s805.photobucket.com/albums/yy334/ishantil/?action=view&amp;amp;current=Teknomeka004small.jpg" target="_blank"&gt;&lt;img src="http://i805.photobucket.com/albums/yy334/ishantil/Teknomeka004small.jpg" border="0" alt="Teknomeka"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So I finished up the lego creation with the help my intrepid friend Mr. F.  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;This monster stands 28 inches tall and is constructed of fully 3956 lego bricks.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Behold!</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ishantil:114781</id>
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    <title>Hello from Japan</title>
    <published>2009-08-01T01:09:14Z</published>
    <updated>2009-08-01T01:09:14Z</updated>
    <category term="japan"/>
    <category term="things that are awesome"/>
    <category term="vacation"/>
    <lj:music>none</lj:music>
    <content type="html">Hey everyone, I'm currently sitting in the Kawashima-sanjo Hotel in Kyoto.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I've been in Japan for two days, and I finally got some free time to sit down and get on the internet.&amp;nbsp; Travel here's a pain in the butt.&amp;nbsp; I&amp;nbsp;flew on ANA&amp;nbsp;for 13 hours to Tokyo, sat in the airport for about 30 minutes, then flew to Osaka/Itami airport.&amp;nbsp; Next I&amp;nbsp;took a shuttle here to the hotel.&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It's fun to use my Japanese skills here, meager that they are.&amp;nbsp; I've been running around with my Japanese teacher (Keiko-sensei), her daughter (Suzu-chan), and a friend of theirs (David-san) for a while now.&amp;nbsp; Today, I will get to see Suzu-chan practice kendo in her dojo here in Kyoto.&amp;nbsp; It's always fun to see that.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Tomorrow, I&amp;nbsp;will be hanging out with Keiko-sensei in Tokyo!&amp;nbsp; We're going to go to Akihabara and some other places, and hopefully meet up with some of her friends (Akiko-san and Hisako-san!).&amp;nbsp; I'm having a good time so far, but I'm finding that my Japanese has a long way to go.&amp;nbsp; :(&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;I'll have to step up my learning!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Hope everyone is well. &amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;nbsp;</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ishantil:114634</id>
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    <title>Figure it's time.</title>
    <published>2009-06-08T05:17:15Z</published>
    <updated>2009-06-08T05:17:15Z</updated>
    <category term="zomg"/>
    <category term="japan"/>
    <category term="vacation"/>
    <category term="mahou shoujo lyrical nanoha"/>
    <lj:music>(I've) Mell - Way Beyond Here</lj:music>
    <content type="html">I recently decided that I could no longer stand NOT having Nanoha figures from ALTER.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I ordered myself some figures from HLJ:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.hlj.com/product/ALT20197"&gt;Signum (Knight Clothes version)&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.hlj.com/product/ALT20190"&gt;Vita&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.hlj.com/product/ALT20201"&gt;Teana&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Several other figures are following this summer (which I&amp;nbsp;pre-ordered), including an totally awesome sculpt of &lt;a href="http://www.hlj.com/product/ALT20204"&gt;Fate&lt;/a&gt;, and &lt;a href="http://www.hlj.com/product/ALT20211"&gt;Subaru Nakajima&lt;/a&gt;.&amp;nbsp; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I'm currently planning my Japan trip for this year.&amp;nbsp; I&amp;nbsp;want to be in Japan when the second issue of Nyantype comes out, so I&amp;nbsp;have to be there by July 30.&amp;nbsp; So I&amp;nbsp;figure I'll probably be going July 29th through August 14th.&amp;nbsp; Staying with my Japanese teacher in Kyoto.&amp;nbsp; Although we're going to take a trip to Tokyo, and Osaka.&amp;nbsp; I'm not sure where else.&amp;nbsp; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Oh, and I've made it my mission to travel to the Kyoto Animation studio.&amp;nbsp; And pay homage!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;In other news, I&amp;nbsp;should go to bed.&amp;nbsp; Really.&lt;br /&gt;</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ishantil:114026</id>
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    <title>Of Ends and Beginnings</title>
    <published>2009-05-16T05:24:57Z</published>
    <updated>2009-05-16T05:24:57Z</updated>
    <category term="freedom"/>
    <lj:music>Mahou Shoujo Lyrical Nanoha OP - Mizuki Nana - Innocent Starter</lj:music>
    <content type="html">Today was a day unlike any other day.  And also like every other day.  A beginning, a middle, an end.  And a beginning.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Today, I paid off all of my debts.  My credit card balances are all zero.  My car is paid off.  My obligations are settled.  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It's been a long time coming.  I've planned for it.  I've saved, I've sacrificed.  I've worked hard.  I had even projected the middle of June, as my target.  I'm a month ahead of schedule.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So today, I am beholden to no one.  Tomorrow, in a way, is the first day of freedom.</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ishantil:113917</id>
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    <title>Of Sayings</title>
    <published>2009-05-14T03:12:58Z</published>
    <updated>2009-05-14T03:12:58Z</updated>
    <category term="politics"/>
    <category term="humanity"/>
    <lj:music>Batman Begins OST - Tadarida</lj:music>
    <content type="html">The path of damnation is paved by the footfalls of the misguided.  &lt;br /&gt;--me, 2009.</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ishantil:113607</id>
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    <title>ishantil @ 2009-05-11T15:37:00</title>
    <published>2009-05-11T19:37:00Z</published>
    <updated>2009-05-11T19:38:17Z</updated>
    <category term="funny"/>
    <lj:music>Kawada Mami - Dream</lj:music>
    <content type="html">In a conversation that I had with Jenn:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Jennifer:  *sigh* how did that ' get in there.... bad ' going where it's not needed!' &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;me:  ' is like a ninja&lt;br /&gt;always gone when it's supposed to be there, always there when you think it shouldn't be.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Jennifer:  man... ' IS a ninja!! :-O</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ishantil:113362</id>
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    <title>Sitrep!</title>
    <published>2009-04-28T02:42:52Z</published>
    <updated>2009-04-28T02:42:52Z</updated>
    <category term="less of a fatass"/>
    <category term="victory"/>
    <category term="things that are awesome"/>
    <lj:music>Kawada Mami - Masterpiece</lj:music>
    <content type="html">So I've stated going to the gym.&amp;nbsp; I&amp;nbsp;go to the lifetime fitness place near AOL.&amp;nbsp; It's the size of a&amp;nbsp;Wal-mart.&amp;nbsp; A two story one.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;In any event, on the ground floor they have pools.&amp;nbsp; You may not know this, but I&amp;nbsp;was on a swim team for many years.&amp;nbsp; I am actually quite adept in the water.&amp;nbsp; Blows the mind, ne?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So for a few weeks now, I've been going swimming.&amp;nbsp; I&amp;nbsp;swim back and forth and back and forth and back and...well, you get the idea.&amp;nbsp; It's pretty boring. &amp;nbsp;One of the things that you cannot really do is hear things when you are swimming.&amp;nbsp; Or SO&amp;nbsp;I&amp;nbsp;THOUGHT.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Recently, I&amp;nbsp;decided to ask the Internet a question.&amp;nbsp; Has anyone come up with a way to make MP3 players waterproof?&amp;nbsp; And if so, how about some waterproof headphones, while we're on the subject?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So &amp;nbsp;read some reviews.&amp;nbsp; One guys was like, &amp;quot;yeah, the interface on this sucks.&amp;nbsp; And...well, also, the rest of it sucks.&amp;nbsp; So...yeah, don't buy it.&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;So I didn't!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I&amp;nbsp;eventually came across two products that are &amp;quot;submersible cases for your mp3 player!&amp;quot; &amp;nbsp;The first was a hard case with a soft vinyl window you could use the touchscreen/clickywheel/doohickey through.&amp;nbsp; It's also one hundred dollars.&amp;nbsp; The second one was the Aquapac.&amp;nbsp; It's a vinyl bag with a strap that has a standard 1/8&amp;quot; stereo jack inside and a watertight locking mechanism.&amp;nbsp; It's eighty-five bucks with a pair of waterproof headphones.&amp;nbsp; So I&amp;nbsp;bought one.&amp;nbsp; And I&amp;nbsp;bought Mr. Carper's old iPod (gen 3!) for a small sum.&amp;nbsp; I needed a low-tech MP3 player that did not have any sort of wireless and such.&amp;nbsp; I also wanted it cheap.&amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So last week it finally arrived in the mail (I ordered it weeks ago).&amp;nbsp; I took it with me swimming tonight.&amp;nbsp; Not only did it work as advertised (hey, underwater and music!), but it worked &lt;em&gt;really well.&lt;/em&gt;&amp;nbsp; The headphones are 100%&amp;nbsp;waterproof.&amp;nbsp; They fell out of my ears once and were completely submerged in pool water.&amp;nbsp; Blew them off, stuck them back in my ears, and kept swimming.&amp;nbsp; It was amazing. &amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The sweet sounds of KOTOKO&amp;nbsp;allowed me to swim without concentrating on how tired I&amp;nbsp;was.&amp;nbsp; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I also got some odd looks in the pool, which I&amp;nbsp;enjoyed.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Modern technology, helping to make my ass less fat.&amp;nbsp; Huzzah.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ishantil:112902</id>
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    <title>Of Troubleshooting and Victory</title>
    <published>2009-04-15T01:05:29Z</published>
    <updated>2009-04-15T01:05:29Z</updated>
    <category term="victory"/>
    <lj:music>KOTOKO - Scene</lj:music>
    <content type="html">So I started seriously playing with John's computer recently.&amp;nbsp; I started troubleshooting and found that upon turning it on, it would no longer boot.&amp;nbsp; ::blink::&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Okay, so now it's actually worse than it was.&amp;nbsp; I&amp;nbsp;a took everything out of the case except the video card.&amp;nbsp; Then I&amp;nbsp;even put another video card in there and tested it.&amp;nbsp; No love. &amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;My dad says,&amp;nbsp;&amp;quot;processor?&amp;quot;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;We mull it over some more and boot it a few more times.&amp;nbsp; Wait, it's getting past post, so it's not the chip and not the RAM and &lt;em&gt;probably&lt;/em&gt; not the motherboard.&amp;nbsp; &amp;quot;Well, we swapped video cards, the only thing left is...&lt;em&gt;the hard drive.&lt;/em&gt;&amp;quot;&amp;nbsp; Aha. &amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So I disconnected the shiny new WD&amp;nbsp;Velociraptor drive and connected the terrabyte WD&amp;nbsp;Caviar Black drive.&amp;nbsp; I&amp;nbsp;then proceeded to load&amp;nbsp;Windows on it without a hithc.&amp;nbsp; So I loaded the motherboard drivers, and such.&amp;nbsp; Ran some tests, rebooted it like 10 times.&amp;nbsp; Hrm, seems stable.&amp;nbsp; So I'm like...how can I&amp;nbsp;hammer this thing?&amp;nbsp; So I load Folding@home and run it for 72 hours straight.&amp;nbsp; Solid.&amp;nbsp; No probelms.&amp;nbsp; I&amp;nbsp;think we have a winner.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I have since RMA'd the defective drive.&amp;nbsp; Soon, I can deliver the computer, collect my pay, and get the system bench ready for the next project.&amp;nbsp; :)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;In other news, I've started writing my own Witch Hunters codex updates.&amp;nbsp; Hehe. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ishantil:112574</id>
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    <title>Another Day, Another Security Thing</title>
    <published>2009-03-25T03:07:58Z</published>
    <updated>2009-03-25T03:07:58Z</updated>
    <category term="i could tell you but i&amp;apos;d have to kill yo"/>
    <category term="things that are weird"/>
    <category term="new job"/>
    <lj:music>Freespace 2 OST - Revelation Chapter II</lj:music>
    <content type="html">So...today.&amp;nbsp; I&amp;nbsp;waited a lot. &amp;nbsp;Then I went to the customer site and met some people.&amp;nbsp; And I signed more forms that say &amp;quot;I will not talk about stuff evar.&amp;quot;&amp;nbsp; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Then, my team lead said, &amp;quot;you can go.&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;And I&amp;nbsp;said, &amp;quot;Go where?&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;And then she said, &amp;quot;Home.&amp;nbsp; We don't have anything for you to do today.&amp;nbsp; Just put eight hours.&amp;nbsp; See you tomorrow.&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;And I&amp;nbsp;said, &amp;quot;Er...okay.&amp;nbsp; Thanks!&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It was weird.&amp;nbsp; One of the guys said in regards to my business casual dress, &amp;quot;You're allowed to dress like that the first week.&amp;nbsp; Then, we expect you to be casual!&amp;nbsp; Unless you are meeting the customer.&amp;nbsp; In which case, dress appropriately.&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So, tomorrow, jeans and a polo.&amp;nbsp; Also, tennis shoes.</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ishantil:112215</id>
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    <title>Wisdom of the Ages</title>
    <published>2009-03-19T05:38:00Z</published>
    <updated>2009-03-19T05:38:00Z</updated>
    <category term="wisdom"/>
    <category term="realization"/>
    <lj:music>Mass Effect OST - Liara's World</lj:music>
    <content type="html">Ah, wisdom.&amp;nbsp; So tonight, my dad and I&amp;nbsp;had a minor spat over a misunderstanding.&amp;nbsp; We both are kinda hot-headed and stubborn.&amp;nbsp; Go figure, right?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But tonight, instead of us both sort of leaving on a sour note, he came back into my room, and we hashed it out, and discussed the situation like rational adults.&amp;nbsp; Bizarre, I&amp;nbsp;know.&amp;nbsp; And we ended up having a great conversation about lost friendships and regained friendships, and some asshole that lived in our old-old neighborhood who threatened to kill my dad one day.&amp;nbsp; He was a Grade A flaming nutbar prick, apparently.&amp;nbsp; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;However, throughout it all, I&amp;nbsp;realized something about myself this evening.&amp;nbsp; The whole snap-judgments thing.&amp;nbsp; I tend to make these, and then hold on to them for dear life to the detriment of others and most certainly myself.&amp;nbsp; I&amp;nbsp;know, you all are probably going &amp;quot;well, duh, we've been telling you this for years.&amp;quot;&amp;nbsp; I&amp;nbsp;realized that it's something I&amp;nbsp;need to work on, something that needs to be realized and corrected for, if I'm to become a better person.&amp;nbsp; And I'd really like to become a better person. &amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Still, there is hope for me yet, right?</content>
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    <title>Without a Doubt</title>
    <published>2009-03-18T15:54:37Z</published>
    <updated>2009-03-18T15:54:37Z</updated>
    <category term="medical problems"/>
    <category term="guns"/>
    <category term="victory"/>
    <category term="new job"/>
    <lj:music>Mass Effect OST - Eden Prime</lj:music>
    <content type="html">So.&amp;nbsp; Today I&amp;nbsp;went to see my eye doctor.&amp;nbsp; My left eye has a cyst on one of the sweat glands.&amp;nbsp; I will need some minor surgery to take care of it, scheduled on the 30th of this month.&amp;nbsp; The doctor thinks that this might be a result of my previous surgery, which was a blocked oil duct.&amp;nbsp; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Dad and I&amp;nbsp;are going shooting today. I'll finally get to shoot my 9mm.&amp;nbsp; Huzzah.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;u&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Big News&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/u&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The recruiter at Harris corporation just called, I am ready to be briefed on the job and read on for my&amp;nbsp;SCI!&amp;nbsp; My start date is now officially Monday, the 23rd of March.&amp;nbsp; VICTORY&amp;nbsp;IS&amp;nbsp;MINE.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;</content>
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    <title>To The Last...</title>
    <published>2009-03-13T15:12:15Z</published>
    <updated>2009-03-13T15:12:15Z</updated>
    <category term="victory"/>
    <category term="to the last"/>
    <category term="doubts"/>
    <category term="new job"/>
    <lj:music>Mizuki Nana - Mahou Shoujo Lyrical Nanoha  A's - Eternal Blaze</lj:music>
    <content type="html">(...I grapple with thee; from hell's heart I stab at thee; for hate's sake I spit my last breath at thee.)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So here I&amp;nbsp;am, sitting about two hours before my last moments here at [deleted].&amp;nbsp; I&amp;nbsp;have mixed feelings on the matter.&amp;nbsp; First off, a somewhat bittersweet feeling to those who are here who have done me right.&amp;nbsp; Those people I&amp;nbsp;will miss.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;However, mainly,&amp;nbsp;I feel victorious.&amp;nbsp; I&amp;nbsp;feel that I've accomplished something great, I've gotten a job that promises to be nearly everything I want in a job.&amp;nbsp; It's close by, it's interesting, it pays well, and it involves a high-end security clearance.&amp;nbsp; I feel that I've been working towards this point since so long ago, when I took my very first &amp;quot;technical&amp;quot; job at Sitel Corporation doing &amp;quot;technical&amp;quot; support for DirecTV. &amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But since I&amp;nbsp;have not received a firm start date, I&amp;nbsp;also feel a sense of unease.&amp;nbsp; My new job is entirely dependent on a new clearance.&amp;nbsp; Yet, by accomplishing so much, the inner pessimist in me is waiting for the other shoe to drop.&amp;nbsp; The pessimist within thinks that since things are going well, it seems like I should be blindsided by something terrible at any moment.&amp;nbsp; I've been trying for years to get that guy to shut the hell up. &amp;nbsp;But his voice is loud and quite shrill.&amp;nbsp; Often, it is difficult not to listen.&amp;nbsp;</content>
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    <title>Cleaning Up</title>
    <published>2009-03-12T14:34:27Z</published>
    <updated>2009-03-12T14:35:23Z</updated>
    <category term="to the last"/>
    <category term="job search 2009"/>
    <category term="work"/>
    <lj:music>YUI - Driving Today</lj:music>
    <content type="html">So today, I am tasked with cleaning out my ticket inbox and catching up on all the paperwork.&amp;nbsp; Blech.&amp;nbsp; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;On the other hand, it'll be a nice low stress day with no real work to be done.&amp;nbsp; Tomorrow I'll probably ship out mid-day.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I figure I'll clean out my inbox and write a few procedures for them and call it a day.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Japanese class tonight.&amp;nbsp; ^^</content>
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    <title>Taken</title>
    <published>2009-03-11T20:52:44Z</published>
    <updated>2009-03-11T20:52:44Z</updated>
    <content type="html">I&amp;nbsp;know this movie has been out for a while, but I am going to go see it Friday.&amp;nbsp; If anyone is interested in seeing it with me, please let me know.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Cheers.</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ishantil:111056</id>
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    <title>Nyanoha?</title>
    <published>2009-03-11T16:09:15Z</published>
    <updated>2009-03-11T16:09:15Z</updated>
    <category term="nyantype magazine"/>
    <category term="victory"/>
    <category term="mahou shoujo lyrical nanoha"/>
    <lj:music>James Horner - Star Trek II OST - Genesis Countdown</lj:music>
    <content type="html">So, after contacting the fine folks at j-list, they have secured access to Nyantype magazine, which debuts on April 30.&amp;nbsp; And with that, the new Nanoha story will be MINE.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And I'll share it with Lena, of course.&amp;nbsp; ^^</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ishantil:110828</id>
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    <title>Fortune?</title>
    <published>2009-03-10T19:13:43Z</published>
    <updated>2009-03-10T19:13:43Z</updated>
    <category term="cookies!"/>
    <lj:music>ELISA - Euphoric Field</lj:music>
    <content type="html">So today I ordered Chinese food with my co-worker, D-rok.&amp;nbsp; This, in itself, is pretty good.&amp;nbsp; I like Chinese food.&amp;nbsp; But that's not the reason I'm posting.&amp;nbsp; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The fortune cookies reports, &amp;quot;Success is on its way to you.&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Perhaps I should bow to the cookie's superior wisdom.&amp;nbsp;</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ishantil:110209</id>
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    <title>TWO WEEKS!!!!</title>
    <published>2009-02-27T16:29:04Z</published>
    <updated>2009-02-27T16:29:04Z</updated>
    <category term="things that are awesome"/>
    <category term="new job"/>
    <lj:music>(I've) Mell - Kicks!</lj:music>
    <content type="html">So today, I&amp;nbsp;turned in my two weeks notice.&amp;nbsp; In three weeks, my SCI&amp;nbsp;will clear.&amp;nbsp; So I'll have a week off to take care of random stuffs.&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; And do lots of chillin'&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;After playing Dawn of War II...I might want to start a Tyranid army.&amp;nbsp; &amp;lt;_&amp;lt;</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ishantil:109876</id>
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    <title>Steak and Bread...for VICTORY</title>
    <published>2009-02-25T15:04:27Z</published>
    <updated>2009-02-25T15:04:27Z</updated>
    <category term="victory"/>
    <category term="streak and bread"/>
    <lj:music>Shimamiya Eiko - Naraku no Hana</lj:music>
    <content type="html">Well, Chris and I&amp;nbsp;both got new jobs.&amp;nbsp; What say we plan some sort of celebratory type thing?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Who's in?</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ishantil:109715</id>
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    <title>VICTORY!</title>
    <published>2009-02-24T19:28:18Z</published>
    <updated>2009-02-24T20:49:42Z</updated>
    <category term="project goldmine 2.0"/>
    <category term="victory"/>
    <category term="things that are awesome"/>
    <category term="job search 2009"/>
    <lj:music>Nobuo Uematsu - Final Fantasy 7 - Victory Dance</lj:music>
    <content type="html">I got it.&amp;nbsp; I should have an offer letter by the end of the week.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;More interesting work:&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;check&lt;br /&gt;Shorter commute:&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;check&lt;br /&gt;Higher clearance:&amp;nbsp; check&lt;br /&gt;More money:&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;check&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;YES.&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ishantil:109302</id>
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    <title>Grinder Pumps and Waiting</title>
    <published>2009-02-23T17:11:18Z</published>
    <updated>2009-02-23T17:11:18Z</updated>
    <category term="things that are annoying"/>
    <category term="job search 2009"/>
    <lj:music>Gundam SEED OST - Seigi to Jiyuu</lj:music>
    <content type="html">So, I'm back here at work.&amp;nbsp; Bah.&amp;nbsp; What a silly place this is.&amp;nbsp; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Our grinder pump died (for our septic field) at 2330 last night.&amp;nbsp; So after that, we couldn't use the water in the house for more than a few toilet flushes.&amp;nbsp; Of course, I&amp;nbsp;was also doing laundry at the time, so we had to use the manual override for the water.&amp;nbsp; Which meant carrying buckets of water out and throwing them off of the deck until 0100.&amp;nbsp; So I'm tired.&amp;nbsp; :(&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;In other news, I'm waiting, waiting, &lt;em&gt;waiting&lt;/em&gt;.&amp;nbsp; I'm hoping to follow up Mr. Yates' new position with one of my own.&amp;nbsp; After Wendesday, I'll either have a new job, or be highly motivated to look.&amp;nbsp; My current boss found out (he asked me directly, and seriously, so I told him), and instead of being annoyed, he encouraged me.&amp;nbsp; So I&amp;nbsp;have that amount of understanding.&amp;nbsp; He'd rather I move on than be unhappy here.&amp;nbsp; Which is why he's an awesome boss.&amp;nbsp; :D&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I&amp;nbsp;actually like working for him, I&amp;nbsp;just hate my commute and find the job exceedingly boring.&amp;nbsp; Too bad, really, he's a great dude.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But all that goes through my mind are the two scenarios, I&amp;nbsp;Get The Job Woohooo, and Goddamn It I&amp;nbsp;Have To Go Look Hardcore.&amp;nbsp; I think I'll be happier knowing one way or the other.&amp;nbsp; Soon. &amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Here's to hoping that I get the job.&amp;nbsp; Now, all I need to do is wait.&amp;nbsp; Right?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;</content>
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  <entry>
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    <title>Shadow of a Doubt</title>
    <published>2009-02-19T22:12:39Z</published>
    <updated>2009-02-19T22:16:19Z</updated>
    <category term="zomg"/>
    <category term="job search 2009; doubts"/>
    <lj:music>The Killers - Mr. Brightside</lj:music>
    <content type="html">So I got some news back from Harris. &amp;nbsp;They said that they will be wrapping up the interviews on Tuesday and a decision will be made on Wednesday of next week.&amp;nbsp; The recruiter from Harris said &amp;quot;[the interviewer] said that he thought the interview went well.&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Looks like I've got a pretty good shot.&amp;nbsp; It's sort of nerve-wracking, though.&amp;nbsp; Perhaps a new job for the Wolf?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;font size="2"&gt;&lt;font face="Verdana"&gt;But it's just the price I pay&lt;br /&gt; Destiny is calling me&lt;br /&gt; Open up my eager eyes&lt;br /&gt; 'Cause I'm Mr Brightside&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;</content>
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  <entry>
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    <title>The Dawn of a New Age of Matt</title>
    <published>2009-02-17T18:56:50Z</published>
    <updated>2009-02-17T18:56:50Z</updated>
    <category term="matt: third age"/>
    <category term="job search 2009"/>
    <lj:music>Cliff Martinez - Solaris Soundtrack - Is This What Everyone Wants?</lj:music>
    <content type="html">It was the Third Age of Matt.&amp;nbsp; An age beyond childhood, beyond young adult in into professional.&amp;nbsp; Whispers of the past still linger in his mind as he strives for a better life beyond the career that has sidelined his skills.&amp;nbsp; But the future, ever bright, shines on the horizon, giving the light of hope to his fellow&amp;nbsp;Mattkind.&amp;nbsp; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Would he prosper at a new job that was better in every way, or would he languish in mediocrity?&amp;nbsp; As in many things, it all came down to a decision by a guy named Tim.&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;Does Tim hold the future of Mattkind in his grasp?&amp;nbsp; Or will destiny deviate once again around him and divulge its secrets only to those few who can make the choice?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Find out, in next week's episode of:&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;Matt:&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;Third Age</content>
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  <entry>
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    <title>Sitrep</title>
    <published>2009-02-17T15:17:11Z</published>
    <updated>2009-02-17T15:17:11Z</updated>
    <category term="job search 2009"/>
    <lj:music>None</lj:music>
    <content type="html">So I went to the interview this morning. &amp;nbsp;He explained about the job, I told him I had done 90% of the stuff he mentioned.&amp;nbsp; We talked for a bit, he never mentioned more than &amp;quot;the Air Force&amp;quot; being the customer.&amp;nbsp; I thought it went well. &amp;nbsp;There are apparently six candidates and two jobs.&amp;nbsp; So I hope that I&amp;nbsp;make the cut.</content>
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    <title>Interview Rescheduled</title>
    <published>2009-02-17T02:09:05Z</published>
    <updated>2009-02-17T02:09:05Z</updated>
    <category term="job search 2009"/>
    <lj:music>Zettai Karen Children OP2 - MY WINGS</lj:music>
    <content type="html">Apparently, the people scheduling my interview also did not realize it was a holiday.&amp;nbsp; So they didn't come.&amp;nbsp; So she called me this morning and said &amp;quot;soooo sorry, I'll contact [the guy] and ask him when is good.&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Tomorrow morning at 0730.&amp;nbsp; I appreciate all the well wishes.&amp;nbsp; Hopefully tomorrow's interview will be fruitful.&amp;nbsp; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;In other news, I've just had two codeine tablets and I fell &lt;em&gt;great&lt;/em&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;In other other news, resurrecting Claves in Eternal Sonata is also &lt;em&gt;great&lt;/em&gt;.&amp;nbsp; Take that, optional dungeon.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;</content>
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